Finally.....

Finally, I already submitted my applications !!! I was quite relieve after I 'd been on pins and needles for almost 5 months. I was nervous and worried about my GRE test, statement of purpose writing and a lot of things. It was a difficult decision for me to decide which universities I'll send my applications. But finally I did it, I submitted my applications to four universities: University of St. Thomas, University of Sounthern California, Emerson College and Florida State University. They are in Houston, Los Angeles, Boston, and Florida respectively. And now I'm waiting for a letter from these universities. I hope that I can get in at least one. If you ask me which university I really want to go, I have to say that I don't really know. Each one has bad and good things, so it's difficult for me to choose.

Last week I was really depressed, I don't know why. I cried a lot. But after I talked to my mom about studying and had been crying for almost 2 hours I was relieve and felt a lot better. The next day, I knew that I couldn't take the GRE in Thailand because all seats were reserved for the old version of TOEFL. To my surprise, I didn't feel sad about that and I didn't know why. Maybe it's because I realized that I did my best and it's all I could do. I don't know what will happen next but whether it's good or bad I'll accept it. So, what I'm doing now is just waiting for the result (it'll take about 6-8 weeks). We'll see.